Miss Aine

My little Office Monkey is featured in an Etsy treasury today that it made up of objects that are patterned and yellow. link Check it out!  There are some really nice quilts actually - makes me want to get out my cottons and start some patchwork.

A friend, and neighbour, has a sister who is due her first baby in July so she asked if I could knit a few cardigans for her, as she couldn't find any plain, unisex ones in the shops. So I went for a trawl on Ravlery and found this pattern for a top-down cardigan.  My gauge wasn't perfect, but was only a stitch out per inch.  However, as I knit I realised that it was going to be too big - way too big.  In fact, so big that it fits Emily. (As an aside, most people on Ravelry seemed to have sizing issues with this cardigan and as one person had calculated, the gauge and stitches given would result in a chest size of 22" which is way to big for a baby.) So I finished it with short-ish sleeves for the summer and sewed on the buttons. I hadn't been able to get Emily to try it on for a photo, so yesterday we when were out buying fabric for dolly-making I let her pick out buttons for the cardigan herself. And she chose well - nice sparkly flowers. Just need...

Lately Emily's teacher has been highlighting her emotional state, and how she gets very upset sometimes over small things.  I'm sure that this can be a problem in class as it would be very disruptive. So, I've been down at the library reading books to try and find some solutions to try and fix it.  At first I was looking at the topic of discipline, but then I found David Coleman's book 'Parenting is Child's Play'. A very insightful chapter in this book talks about emotional intelligence and how, as parents, how we handle our emotions affects our children. So it is with tears in my eyes that I realise, and admit,  that the reason Emily cannot deal with her emotions is because, since becoming a mother, I have not been able to deal with mine.  The change in my life has taken a long time to learn to deal with, and even still I struggle, and it pains me that I have passed my problems on to her. But, at least now I know, and can make a start at rectifyin...

I've been watching Cupcake Wars on tv and getting very jealous of all the decoration.  So i got out the piping bag I got for christmas but have been too scared to use,and bit the bullet,so to speak. By no means perfect but its a start!

Although its pretty obvious what doll influence this pattern!!  I only bought the pattern for the 13" Rag Doll on Wednesday.  It was really quick to make.  There was actually very little sewing for the body.  I probably spent more time on the hair - which is not perfect, but will do. Emily was delighted to be given this doll - she's getting used to most things been kept for markets, etc!

 Love t his little cardie , although it is only sized for quite small newborns.

So glad to have this finished - and it turned out pretty well.  The pin-tucks aren't perfect but I think they'll do! I'll be even gladder once its out of my house.  I'm terrified of it getting dirty or damaged as there's no fabric left. Let's just hope it fits the little man now!